Every morning I wish upon a bright star that rests just above the horizon hanging above the mountains in the east I see your face Happy and dancing The drums hitting hard like my dreams under the light of the candles and me kissing your lips I waited too long for that kiss As I…
I wish you would hold me like you held him Close and tinder Letting your passion run wild Taking me to that level of excitement and pleasure That level you were willing to show him I draw my coat closed pulling close Walking on rain soaked streets Wondering Overthinging Why am I so different? Why…
I can hear you Even if it’s across a universe of memories I can hear you What we are What we were What are we now? Before us I was a different person Dancing with the demons and succubus Laughing at all the things I was told would harm me Now… Now I wait Usually…
Some days I want to sit and cry I’m not sad I’m not sure what I am My heart is at peace As peace as it can be When my anxiety doesn’t take hold of the wheel anyway Even then I’m not sad I don’t know what I am I am Something else Someone else…
It was late in the afternoon, and the fog was still settling over the coast like a blanket tightly tucked around us. The wind was blowing softly through the tall grass, and we walked just close enough to speak softly to one another. Even though we weren’t talking our souls seemed to always carry on…
As the smell of the highway permeates its way through the bus my mind drifts back to our sheets, and the feel of your silky white skin against my body. I begin to ponder all the beautiful pieces of the puzzle that create us. Your smile growing farther away with every mile, over every bridge,…
I thought we had said goodbye. Finally, goodbye. Yet here you are, and me seeming to fall back into old habits. Never have two people who have hated each other so much loved each other so much. You’re floating like a ghost through the walls of my memories. It seems long forgotten, you walking away,…
Soft and quiet the rain taps the window slowly like a child waking us. You stand, walk to the mirror, and then turn smiling at me. You shyly make your way over to my side of the bed, sit next to me, and clear your throat. I smile. I know that you often have trouble…
I remember it like it was yesterday. I guess in the age of the universe it was, but for us it was months ago. If you’re a regular on my blog or other places I write then you know that I write about all of my failed relationships, dates, and nearly everything else. Jennifer and…
