Deal, I gotta give in

I gotta deal with this conflict 

Inside it’s killing me

In my sleep it bothers me

Haunts me like a fucking ghost 

Crawling threw my mind like worms 

No sheep to count 

Sweating heavy in my sheets 

I see images of times that I know nothing about 

It kills me and I can’t wake up 

Even though I’m not asleep 

I can’t deal it’s clear so I act out

Giving shit to people trying to work it out

Working on my soul

I’m about to give up 

I can’t deal with it all but it looks like I gotta give in