I could run away Sometimes it’s what I’m best at Where would you be? Where would I be? You’d be with someone else and I’d still just be sitting here Writing Some days my heart is a sinking ship Being dragged down by the weight of my own thoughts My own overthinking Fears only manifested…
I don’t count my year by good or bad times. I just doesn’t make any sense to me. I can honestly say that my shitty vs. good days this past year were pretty even. Maybe, but does it really matter? So what? I had some really shitty times last year. I try not to look…
I often crave the solace in the noise of the city streets Soulless No one knowing me No one caring Downtown Portland, Oregon As I walk I see faces all around me Many I see every day Most I’ll never see again It’s all the same I’m as invisible to them I like it that…
It didn’t take long to see Not after talking to her After holding her Wiping her tears away Brushing my hand through her hair Under a blanket of stars Next to the ocean of her soul Everyone has told her what she should be He told her what she couldn’t be She’s heard all the…
I’ve looked for you everywhere Every smile Every face Every mile I drive Every step I walk I am always looking I am always searching I am watching…
This is not my journey, he said Not where I’m supposed to be Where I belong… Walking nights Aimless Unfathomable comfort in not knowing yet uncomfortable enough to admit he knows the truth Surrendering to the gravity of where he belongs but where? That’s still the question It just isn’t here Not in this time…
There are times Where all I want All I need are You Drifting from consciousness Wandering of thought I imagine where you are and what we could be There are moments Fleeting at best Trying to remember Who and Why Where are you? Why can’t I find you? Even in my dreams your light escapes…
New beginnings are always hard. It seems that since February ended I’ve had multiple starts and re-starts, but I keep wondering if any of them were true new beginnings. I’ve met some truly fantastic people, fallen in love, fallen out of love, had my Herat broken, and put my heart through every gambit of emotions…
I woke up with new eyes today The same blue eyes have sat on opposites sides of my nose from birth But when I woke up I seen the world differently I walked in such painful strides before Overlooking signs and appocoliptic visions of an end so near Yet I ran so far from myself…
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