Should I jump in?

Falling away from you


I reach out wanting to hold you

You don’t even fucking see me

That shows my true worth

What do you really think of me?

Do you even think about me?

All I needed was your touch

Your arms holding me tight

What I got was a cold shoulder

Now I’m crying myself to sleep

Hating the fact that I can’t sink into a bottle of gin

I want your passion 

You don’t seem to even want to touch me

I’d settle for a hug

I’m getting use to it

It’s becoming clear

I’m walking on the edge of the deep ocean

Should I jump in?