I wish you would hold me like you held him Close and tinder Letting your passion run wild Taking me to that level of excitement and pleasure That level you were willing to show him I draw my coat closed pulling close Walking on rain soaked streets Wondering Overthinging Why am I so different? Why…
I can hear the cry of the train carrying across the valley Alone again Wishing by daybreak to be by your side I can’t sleep Waiting again Holding on to my blanket the dark covering me like a black bird Dreaming again Letting go of hope while drowning in the rain Singing again Maybe it’s…
Waking up in pieces every morning I reach out for a memory Often wishing things could go back Back to the way they were Waking up alone is better than waking up feeling alone Late afternoon rolls around quickly Wasted and wishing I stay in bed Wishing I could move Wishing I could find some…
Some days I want to sit and cry I’m not sad I’m not sure what I am My heart is at peace As peace as it can be When my anxiety doesn’t take hold of the wheel anyway Even then I’m not sad I don’t know what I am I am Something else Someone else…
Slowly lost in a haze of incense and gin Letting time kill me and not fighting back I’ve counted the hours since our lips last met Saying I miss you pales to how my heart yearns to be close To you Only you One more night and then several more Alone The days pass to…
It was really easy for me to imagine a lonely life before meeting you Before I met you I walked endlessly through a revolving door of broken hearts Moving from one shallow moment to the next Giving all and nothing to everyone I met Until I met you You gave me hope You made me…
I led a plain existence until I met you Walking through life blind and afraid A moth to the flame of each boring encounter Looking everywhere Finding nothing Blinding lights of dreams never furthering Held back by fears of things unseen I walked backward Looking everywhere Finding nothing Black starless nights I spent Alone on…
Rain Falling hard Cold Pure Alive My soul My soul cries out To you You Alive Pure Cold You are so cold Your soul Empty So empty Your soul cries out to me to my soul I can not hear you I don’t want to hear you I won’t hear you Anymore Our connection is…
So many times I’ve tried to walk away from you Every time Something reaches out and grabs ahold of me It pulls me back I don’t understand So many nights I wake up I wish you were the one I was sleeping next to I lay there silent Alone Waiting
She stood alone Naked Bare Body Mind and Soul In front of the Universe She stood Broken Alone and Afraid She walks countless beaches looking for lost treasure She waits for something real Something true She gathers the lost children of the Ent Putting them back together in sorted menageries that resemble her scattered thoughts…
