Again

I can hear the cry of the train carrying across the valley

Alone again

Wishing by daybreak to be by your side I can’t sleep

Waiting again

Holding on to my blanket the dark covering me like a black bird

Dreaming again

Letting go of hope while drowning in the rain

Singing again

Maybe it’s different for you and it’s all in my head

Wondering again

I don’t like hurting you but I don’t want to be hurt either

Crying again

There is a light in the distance just bright enough to chase angels away

Fading again

Wasted early in midday knowing that’s when it’s most painful to breathe

Broken again

Now that the moon is frowning down and the train reminds me that it’s all in my head I’ll give it up

Slipping again

Falling down into our cold bed again from my thoughts I’m already laying patiently for you

Goodnight again

I’m still falling

Again

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I woke up alone

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Again