Knowing

Knowing you’ll never be mine
Knowing you never really cared
Knowing my heart is mine to control
Knowing my life isn’t

Fate, kismet, and serendipity collide into a rainbow of hatful desire
And I am once again walking alone

I know you
Better than anyone could

And you know me

Holding hands
Touching lips
Souls engaged in a game of lustful yearning

Holding you
You hold back

So far away

Knowing you was never knowing myself
So far away from myself

As I was lost in an idea created when Fate, kismet, and serendipity collided into a rainbow of hatful desire

Now I walk alone
As I walk away

Knowing the truth