Looking up searching for answers
I taste the tears of heaver
The rain
My pain
It exists in my mind
The stories I tell myself
Leis
I need to stop looking for answers outside
Everything I need is inside
I need to sit
Silence
Let my mind heal
Learning to love
You and myself all over again
Sometimes I feel it’s a shot in the dark
Healing
Moving away from the words you’ve said
You blame me and I blame you
Those scenarios we’ve created in our heads are killing us
I know they’re killing me
I’m alive
Maybe for the first time
Even though I’ve been awake
I’ve been afraid to live
It all haunts me sometimes
You can show a perfect stranger more love than you can show me
I’m a stranger to you most of the time
Because I don’t follow the flow you’ve set the rhythm
In your own head
Why can’t our demons play well together
They would if we could get them out
I want to be higher
High on you
I guess that won’t happen until we both let the bullshit go
and really learn to love
Each other
Like our souls longing to connect
I’m begging you to let me in
Until you tear down the walls I can’t
Love should be easy
Lovers shouldn’t beg to be loved
It’s amazing what a simple touch can do to a man’s heart
I’d rather fly through the sky than walk with the dead
Won’t you fly with me?
Won’t you touch me?
Won’t you let me touch you?
Won’t you?
