Waking Up

I walk under a pale moon


Waiting at night for you

Holding your hand with my soul

Connected in a way that people don’t see

and a way that most people will never feel


You’re sleeping with dreams of Sunday morning floating above your smile

These freezing winds portend darker days arriving

My pace hastens as I walk in the darkness of my mind looking for you

The moon has lost it’s splendor without you near me

All this time walking on the ocean

Between the land and sea



I fall

Deep into a pit of vile disparity 

Agony  calling my name as it fist fucks my heart

Waking with deep breathes clawing at our sheets

I find you silently next to me

Your own slumber peaceful and calm
and I cling to the idea of a nights sleep without my demons finding me