My Smile

I am walking in a memory of you long forgotten 

and never taken

My heart weeps looking for you as I sit watching time

Killing me

I’ve forgotten all the time we’ve spent lying next to each other

They were too few

My only hope sits as a lime in the bottom of my glass

Soaked with gin

As my thoughts drift off to you walking on the beach with the sun as golden as your hair

Turning to see me smile