My life is a hodgepodge of broken dreams and broken promises
A tight lipped memorial to lost love and broken hearts
I walk in circles just to make myself feel on many days
Falling in love with that same blonde lady daily between fits of melancholy and exuberance
Morose and silent as everyone pretends not to notice
My life is a rollercoaster riding a ferris wheel at full speed under a full moon at midnight
It’s exciting to watch but I often feel I want to vomit
I try watching my step and my karma
That’s pretty fucking hard when your sarcasm has a mind if its own
Even harder when you have to sit back and watch people you love get hurt
over and over
and over
My life is a bitch
but it’s my bitch
You know nothing about her
You hear a lot of rumors and lies
I have the scars tattooed on my arms showing where I’ve been
Just like bus vouchers
Yeah, my life’s a mess some days
Sometimes my life is stressful and black
I spend my nights wishing I was dead
and my days thanking the Universe that I’m alive
My life is a hodgepodge of broken dreams and broken promises
but it’s my life
Fuck you
Get your own
