Goodnight again


Why is this so fucking hard?

Why am I perched on this thin wire like a tiny black bird?

Taking shits on the things my life could be

I want to dance

With you

To music that only I hear

Serenaded by the wind and waves

Yeah, we all have that dream

Staring off into the distance 

Losing focus

Following dreams that only children dream

Reading the fairytale soft love and happiness 

Wondering when I’ll ever fucking get my shit together

That’s a fable even Bill couldn’t spin

What was I saying?

Maybe that was just the voices in my head

They hate me too

I don’t blame them

I am an asshole after all 

Anyway, good luck sleeping

I’m all alone