An ocean of regret swallows me as I fight for each breath
My anxiety and depression push me under each wave likes masked bandits robbing me of my life
My time
Our time is so short and here I am in a self-induced coma afraid to step out of my own front door
Afraid to step out into the light even though I know that this is all in my head
My head
I don’t even play nice with me so why should the voices?
Self-doubt and void of self-love
I need to climb out of this hole I keep falling in to
I need to feel whole
I am not alone
I am happy
I am free
I am ok
These are all the lies I tell myself
They are only lies to myself
Hidden in the truth I can’t or won’t believe
Hidden in my heart
In plain sight
